My Heart

so , here i am, staring at an aproaching curve, and the feeling of excitment is steatling in my gut and the antisipation is driving me crazy, will the roller coaster of my life fall in a rush of speed and exciting newness, or with the excitment continue to mount? well im waiting, excited for either way because its gonna be friggin sweet either way.

i have this feeling of contentment recently, ive come to terms with being single, sort of, its strange not gonna lie, dont know what to do with myself :) but slowly im figuring it out, the band is official, we have a name, A Walk On Main Street, right now its just Laura me and Lacey, its gonna be epic, ive already started writing lyrics and laura and i wrote some music last night, so yeah, thats that.

and last night i read Van's blog, it scared me. i for got that shes leaving for the mission feild soon :( then i was thinking about a conversation we had, we dont talk much but when we do it sticks, its crazy, but it was when we were leaving, her to AIM me to Rockwall, but she was like im sorry im stealing the focus, because your leaving too, and i was like its cool, your off to greater things, and i was of the mind set that i wasnt, but last night i was like, wow, im really missing out on something when i think like that because look where im at now :) but i really miss Van she makes me laugh.

but in a couple of weeks im going down to austin!! can i get a woot woot? thats right, but yeah, im going down hopefully on the 26th, its gonna be epic, erica and i are gonna get to jam im gonna get to see the college kids again, its gonna be sweet, and then ill get to give charlie a black eye hug like i do :) i still dont know where im gonna stay sarahs opened up her couch and ericas done the same and dillon and rab, so i have some desission making to do and if worse come to worse i can probably stay with mike and jm. so ill be praying about it, a lot :)

so yeah, i htink thats the bulk of everything at the moment, if you guys, who ever decides to read this :) ever need anything emial me allot_panic@yahoo.com