so its christmas eve, freaking out because santas coming, santas coming! i swear i have never seen him flip out so hard over anything! and it really truely amazes me that im not that enthusiastic about it, even after the magic of santa passed on i still got butterflies over the presents, and a couple years ago, i just stopped getting thebutterflies, i think its amazing that something once so highly regarded has been shifted around. a couple nights ago my mom brought up how i had changed my priorites with the comp from games to music, and comunication a lot these days, but still, how does that change?
and what does it mean when you stop thinking about your self, but everyone else, but not neccecarily what they want but what they need, bu then not that either, what is it called when your family expands into freinds and then you start thinking about them more than your biological family, i think technicalities are stupid, but any who, yeah thats all i got this evening im pretty sure thats makes me sound way outta character and pesimistic, but thats just whats been on my mind as i watched zach run around freaking out that we need to go to bed, which is hilarious because ussually hes so against it :) but im just glad were not arguinglike we do.
well thats all, merry christmas to you guys if i dont post agin for a while, and if i do youll get i again!
i love you all so much
~chris lee~
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