Mood Swings.

Usually when i hear the term mood swing, i think bipolar, or some ones on their period, or in extreme cases both. but as far as i can tell im not hormonal or bipolar.

i just lack direction.

but i got direction, well, sort of, i got turned around from where i was going, it wasnt a nice place not going to lie. but now ive got a general direction of, 'lets not go there' and now i just need to find a good place to start heading. so last night i was in the down swing lol, but im on the up swing so just keep me in your prayers that my directino is found :)

so now that thats out in the open. i havnt writen anything up here other than complaining cryptinc messages! so update with life!

so recently ive been going to a new youth group, the youth group at lakeshore, its a really cool place, feels like highpoint, i like it, a lot! i feel really accepted there, its a cool feeling but i mean i can see more places for God to use me, and i think im suppose d to be there to be perfectly honest. i got invited to play on the worship team but i need to pray somemore and then keep on praying.

umm, yeah thats the biggest thing right now, schools almost done! therefore mass amounts of stress for all as we try and keep our heads above water while making minimum effort, its interesting to see people freak out like they do and then just be like, whoa... cheeel home fry!, so yeah, cant wait to be done!

hopfully, im gonna be recording with ethan and getting what ever songs ive got done by then recorded all sexy like and erica and i ma begin playing coffee shops in austin and dallas! ive been introduced to a coffee shop thats got somehting of an acousticy scene going for it! im pretty stoked to go check it out and listen to so music and drink coffee with friends! i love friends, so so very much.

but i think thats about all for the moment. i have to go work at the church in the morning so i should hit the hay.

PS, something for thought... You can never love what you lust after.