Falling

Its an interesting feeling, nerve racking and thrilling, and petrefying. I hate the dreams where you wake up and your falling. i hate it even worse when you wake up and your still falling, not physicly but mentally. every things in a spinning crazy something or other. its interesting, like i said before. i sit here in jannas tv room, lost and confused about so many things it hurts. it hurts to see so many things falling around me, relationships falling into place, faces dropping in and out of life, friends as the come and go. and all of this is just like falling for me. its a rush and a jolt of fear, and i have no idea where ill land, i havent gotten close enough to the end of the ride to let you know that much, but i think soon will be that time, hard to say.