so recently, ive been just kinda floating by in life. ive been feeling identityless its been weird, it hasnt really clicked that im no longer comitted, or maybe its clicked so hard that i relize it with such blinding vividness that im incompastitated. ive felt like im at a stand still, and generally its when i literally am, im just sitting and i get the feeling that i could be a thousand other places, but im not, it feels like i would have more of a life if i never moved, thats just the vibe ive been acrrying around with me, im not sure if its that noticible, no ones called me on it, so i think its all good.
but i think this weekend is just kinda be blah, i was supposed to jam with laura yeterday but jeremy and sarah came which was cool, but i didnt get to jam like i said, which sucked becasue they said they were getting here 2 hours latter than they did, but it was all good be cause we hadnt seen them since they moved like 2 months before we did, it was a good time
but ive been really un grateful, ironic because its the week of thanksgiving, which i find hilarious, but thats just because im in a chipper mood at the moment, ive got jesus music freinds family, the basics for a great life. but i was a the guys cell group and it was the first time id gotten out all weekend to han gout with some friends, but i was just like whats my deal? honestly ive been such a dweeb recently i cant really put my finger on it any more, but god was just like hey, take a step back, breath and look at your life, turns out i got it pretty good, ive got supportive freinds, ive got a family whos loves me, ive got god on my side, ive got music and a nice smile, what can go wrong? and a ccording to lynn, im a good looking guy , so im just waiting, and growing and loving life as of right now thats my situation
how are you guys? email me allot_panic@yahoo.com
untill then take care! love you all
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