mmm, its flippin 830, whats the deal with that? i mean realy 2nd day of Spring break and im up at 8 oclock? oh well.
so time scares me. its so big and vAst never ending it seems.
especially foRever. its not even a comitment thing. but really indefanatly not doing Anything is a hard Habit to break. im escurred! and torn weather or not i should just drop it? lossing friends suck, just thought you should know
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Sunday, March 8, 2009
i love you like tomorrow.
well i thought of this phrase while i was chatting like erica, "I love you like tomorrow." and i really dont know what it means, i just know it could be cool lyrics, but i just thought id sit down and throw some ideas around with myself before i go finish up some school work for tomorrow.
so my first idea is that with tomorrow comes a fresh start, and who doesnt love a fresh start, you can compleatly wipe your slate clean and pick up where you left off, like jesus did for us, cool right?
then the thought of tomorrow and all the surpirses it brings for us, the ones that just make or break your day, theyre so great, even the ones that just drag you to your knees because then my first theory comes back and bam the next day were new.
but thats really all ive got, whats your opinion? and i think this is going into a song soon, be looking out for it :)
and i love you all, like i love fresh starts and fresh laundry, all smelly good and what not
so my first idea is that with tomorrow comes a fresh start, and who doesnt love a fresh start, you can compleatly wipe your slate clean and pick up where you left off, like jesus did for us, cool right?
then the thought of tomorrow and all the surpirses it brings for us, the ones that just make or break your day, theyre so great, even the ones that just drag you to your knees because then my first theory comes back and bam the next day were new.
but thats really all ive got, whats your opinion? and i think this is going into a song soon, be looking out for it :)
and i love you all, like i love fresh starts and fresh laundry, all smelly good and what not
Monday, March 2, 2009
ROAR!
i feel like hell got bottled up in a jar and cant get out! its miserable! i hate being so patient i hate leaving things behind, i hate looking forward to a feautre thats so vast and over whelming! my mind is such a jumbled mess, so im taking the advice i gave to janna and im writing it down.
in no particular order...girls, music, god, words, school.
Girls. why must you be so confused? and why be on such a different level. and why am i so awkward? and why dont you take me seriously? i mean really? please anyone let me know!
music. ive been listening to really grr music today, i think its part of the cause for my foul mood, which sucks because i like the music but i hate the mood.
god. i can feel a huge gap in the way of him and i, all the crap that ive been putting forward in my life is starting to over come my thoughts and i cant see through my own mess. ive been wanting to smoke i think thats one of the biggest issues ive been dealing with, one of the biggest barriers ive set up for myself. i could blame a whole bunch of things for that right now, but ill take the blame and say im the cause for surrounding myself with people who do stuff like that. i need better friends, thanks to jannad lacey pate and everyone who doesnt smoke.
words. today i was in a caustic mood, i had this under laying im pissed off thing going on today and i was cutting people deep, on purpose just because i could, which is never a valid reason to do anything especially to hurt people, it was just one of those days it would have been wiser to just not talk the whole day, so i appologize to all those involed.
school. last but not least, its become so blah and crappy and full of sin that i feel unclean walking out of there at the end of the day, i need a break, woot woot for spring break! and summers only a few months away! so my break, my rest will come soon. and hope fully i can go on mission trip with hpy, im praying for all of this stuff to get lifted off my chest so please can you help with that stuff?
i love you guys dearly hope to hear from you soon, facebook email, however
~chris lee~
in no particular order...girls, music, god, words, school.
Girls. why must you be so confused? and why be on such a different level. and why am i so awkward? and why dont you take me seriously? i mean really? please anyone let me know!
music. ive been listening to really grr music today, i think its part of the cause for my foul mood, which sucks because i like the music but i hate the mood.
god. i can feel a huge gap in the way of him and i, all the crap that ive been putting forward in my life is starting to over come my thoughts and i cant see through my own mess. ive been wanting to smoke i think thats one of the biggest issues ive been dealing with, one of the biggest barriers ive set up for myself. i could blame a whole bunch of things for that right now, but ill take the blame and say im the cause for surrounding myself with people who do stuff like that. i need better friends, thanks to jannad lacey pate and everyone who doesnt smoke.
words. today i was in a caustic mood, i had this under laying im pissed off thing going on today and i was cutting people deep, on purpose just because i could, which is never a valid reason to do anything especially to hurt people, it was just one of those days it would have been wiser to just not talk the whole day, so i appologize to all those involed.
school. last but not least, its become so blah and crappy and full of sin that i feel unclean walking out of there at the end of the day, i need a break, woot woot for spring break! and summers only a few months away! so my break, my rest will come soon. and hope fully i can go on mission trip with hpy, im praying for all of this stuff to get lifted off my chest so please can you help with that stuff?
i love you guys dearly hope to hear from you soon, facebook email, however
~chris lee~
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