Oddly at peace.

hello loves, how is every one? as you can tell by the title, im oddly at peace.

its quite nice acctually, recently ive had a gnawing feeling in my gut when ever i would think about sarah, so i talked to her about it, we both agreed that it is hard, which was nice, that i wasnt the only one feeling that way. i think that was the biggest source of my fears, or feelings i think is a better word, but ever since then ive been really chill about it. and i also have decided that im supposed to step out of the dating scene for a while, ive decided this with god, and i think thats been a nice relife that jesus is behind me, and im working on my relationship with him so when the time comes i can have him in what ever relationships come my way, im excited, and relived.

so ive been writing like a mad man, its been really really cool sounding to im really proud of myself, because ive come a long way :) heres one of the songs im almost finished( i called it finished mu then i decided it was to short.)

I'd walk to the end of the world and jump right off that cliff for you.
id walk a thousand miles just to see you one more time before i go away.

chorus
and i know weve been through so much i cant say
that ill ever be the same, not after you
but these feelings might never change
even after we go our seperate ways

i think about you everynight while im dreaming
and every word you spoke to me, they echo so freely in my mind

chorus

thats one. then shortly after that one i started thinking about the feautre and i think im gonna have a girl baby, i know thats kinda weird, but i think i am ill let you know when it happens lol. but any who i wrote this song while i was thinking about it

when you wake in the night with a tear in your eye, ill be right there to wipe away your fears
o littl eone ave no fear

the sons on the horizon, just keep your eyes shut ill be here till the new light comes

oh little one have no fear ill still be here after all these years

i know it doesnt seem like much but it is lol

well, i suppose thats all ive got for now iludjew guys a lot, hope everythings goin alright in your life, lemme about it

chrislee